I'm Exhausted

I don't know exactly why, but meetings exhaust the hell out of me. I leave them and just feel drained. This is especially true with CommunityWalk. For the longest time now I haven't had a single meeting about CommunityWalk (except for the occasional discussion with my girlfriend or father about it), but now I am starting to get other people involved in the project and I have to deal with significantly more meetings. I have such an attachement to this project that I have to put so much effort and thought into these meetings to ensure that things stay on track. It's absolutely exhausting, and, with almost any meeting, not nearly as productive as it should be. I am going to really need to work on letting go of my tight control over every aspect of CommunityWalk. I always said I would do this when I started a company, but now that I actually am, I find it to be so much more difficult to do.

I feel like I am rambling here and that my thoughts are a bit scrambled due to the exhaustion, so I am going to stop now and hope that I haven't completely embarassed myself with a post that lacks any sense of cohesion.